Time flies!!!
This time round it seems to just whizz past..Maybe it is more hectic this time round.
And I envisage a hard time coping with 3 boys and my pumping once confinement auntie goes home in another 2 months' time... Which raise the question if I will be able to cope in China if we move over.
Now, the move is a big if..
Mainly because the C section has made me so weak, and also inconvenient to move a bit faster, bend a bit more, carry a heavier load etc..
Everything will really be less complex if it had been a natural delivery.
Maybe it is really BM's "Sum Zero" manifesting itself - Nature claiming back what it should have been and forcing me to slow down.
Sometimes I think maybe it is all the stress during the pregnancy that resulted in the emergency C section, leading to a distressed baby. That on its own is Sum Zero. And now, the C section leaves a scar for life, to remind me that one cannot cheat Nature, it knows when you are not taking care of yourself and is greedy in wanting too much.
So I am really thinking and trying to slow down whenever I can now.
I think it is my right, i still ve a long journey ahead, and if taking it slowly now means I have a more fruitful journey later, pause I must.
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yes, do try your best to take some steps behind and go slow before your move to Beijing. Actually don't worry too much abt staying in Beijing now, just take a step at a time. :)
Agree, my dear, do slow down and try and take it easy now as your body is still recovering. And like Brightsong said, take it one step, one day at a time, Beijing is still sometime away, and by then, I believe you'll feel more ready and Bao Rui will also be bigger and past the many a poopy diaper change stage.
Meanwhile, look how wonderfully your cutie-pie has grown! Well done, mommy! *big pat on your back* and I can't help but want to *pinch pinch BR's round round cheeks* ;p
Take care, I'll pop by whenever I can, and just drop me a line anytime you like, yah!
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