Missing My kids..

I have missed 2 days of walks with en already..
Tomorrow, I will have to go into office early again..

And i heard my boy dream about his grandma in his dreams..
sometimes I feel I am very distant to him..

Quite upsetting..
Somehow last time when we have to pick him back from babysitter's place, he seems to have a better sense of who his family are..

*warp*
And i don't even see Xuan when i get home..
Last time, en will always see us before he goes to sleep..
I think all these are bad.. but what can I do?